"Lust"

     "A  sin that needs a motivation to avoid."  Likewise, pleasure is the reason for this depriving action.  It does not stop on the bodily desire thus it also compels with the wants of an individual.  The over wanting feeling of doing  something as for playing a game, doing useless stuffs and a whole lot more that exist as an earthly necessity.  This feeling is very hard t control because it is inborn to a human being.  You can lose all that you have and get lost to the path that you need to go through.  Honestly, this is the enemy inside me---Of being too easy to give in  just for my desire.

     Women they exist because we need them.  Life would be so dull without those beautiful creature.  Me, as for myself, I can't  really live without them.  I respect them as much as possible and be gentle for being nice to me.  I often cry because of them, for being easily fooled by there cute smile.  The hell, I just can't resist to help a lady that smiles so beautiful.  Helping is simply a part of me yet, sometimes, I get to be cheated because of it.  I give all of my possession to aid thus I will be left alone.  I even get mock by them, on my face, for being such a dumb but who cares, I give because I wanted to give.  On the other hand, I really feel happy when they are around  yet they only remember me when they need anything.  It is really built inside of us to stick to those people who are very gallant to others.  But hey!  I want to see them happy, I want to cheer those ladies as much as I can, I don't want any tears on that beautiful face!  In the end, I'm still a loner that  seeks for my princess.  For this, I spent plenty of my time alone.  Spending more of my riches in games that I can never have progress no matter what I do. Even though I know how to stop things, I just don't have the proper motivation to get my discipline pumped up.  Thus, in my perspective, I only care for myself so forth this pain happens to me.

     I am just a Knight who squanders in a sanctuary of the unknown.  Getting lost is part my journey and meeting new comrades comes along to my path.  This journey gives me "A Family" that will be serve for the Holy.  I will fall down, stumble, and suffer alot.  I won't regret such, for I was made for this.  My pain is my teacher because, "I am only a Knight who seeks of his own princess.

     "The secret of discipline is motivation.  When a man is sufficiently motivated, discipline will take care of itself."---Sire Alexander Paterson

Thylyt19 11:46 am December 11, 2011

"Am I Correct?"

    "How do you know if what you did is right?"  If no one is there to tell what is wrong, will you know the right thing immediately.   Having a flaw means of being a human, the tears of pain, the joy of laughter, and every little piece that would make man to feel.   Life would be so dull without those things, a very boring life I presume.  This is only a challenge whether one would  give up or move on.  Dreams will help us to step forward and strike for our goals.  The individual who has no perspective towards life contains a vain ingenuity.  Its alright o have mistake, get up and return from your road.  Say sorry then do something for what error, for there is a difference when you say sorry and work for your errs rather than say sorry and not doing anything about what you did.

     I may strive for so many times yet I fall too.  New people who I can wish to trust, wish they would not change there attitude.  They may have some minor flaws to overview thus we are here to guide.  The loneliness that I don't want to share.  They felt a part of it and stutters its resemblance.  I know this is just  a point-of-view and  I know that I perceive so much potentiality in them.  Its the reason I don't leave them behind.  I will teach, guide, protect, and serve like how my guardians did unto me.  Without proper guidance, they may come astray.   Without proper care, they may come  disparaging, and I don't want to let those things to them.   I couldn't do anything right.  I can't do something that would make my feelings flow to my special someone.  Yet, it is not he end of my road.  Those children will be the future which continues our struggle in able to make this world alot more great and more pleasing to everyone.  They are already apart of  me, and I don't want them away.  They can leave if they want but I just want to do what I want to do--- Care for them until they can be very mighty.

     These are the new people that are important to me.  I simply do hope they will stay like my family.  I can't really tell if they will move away from me or play along.  Thus, I'll be observing them and have fun because if feels great with them.  The family which I have right now, I want the respect and honor to be shared with them.   But, when they leave and take another turn, I cannot treat them to be part of the family because "A family will never leave one of there own behind whether they have fun or pain. For the more they stick together, the more they are stronger!"

Thylyt19 2:10 pm 10272011

"Where Had You Gone?"

     "I already killed all the angel here on earth."  This is what I felt when I loss sight of the heavenly creatures who had aided me and left me without saying farewell.  I have no hard feelings for the yet he pain which had been left, already made a scar.  Nevertheless, when everything seems to be very dark, I jst met a new one then charge me up my soul.  Like the other angels I met, they were present because they come to succor  a suffering soul--- similar to mine.  They bring hope without further questioning, enrich a very boring day, and put bridge towards a dead end.  A newly discovered type of angel as I walk on this realm. some said that every heavenly creature tends  to have a special feature and I guess it is true as I meet this being, "Blessed Angel."
     The very first angel I saw was simply adorable.  Plain as what we call, "Angel." Its been a long time eversince I saw that entity yet what that being did left a mark in able to lift me up from my saddle  grounds.  Yet, "Angel" didn't stay  on earth for a long time so the beautiful entity leave and move to aid another soul.  A "Silent Angel" is an epitome of pure comfort.  The existence is there though you won't hear a word only the works it made.  I was really surprised when I noticed this type of angel and surely made my time worthful while living.  Another one, "Angel in Disguise," an angel that deceives you which its entity is one of you.  At first, I thought this angel is only an ordinary person yet as she moves, speaks, walk, talk, and flu---this is no ordinary person.  I feel so lucky that I barge with that being and it is a very pleasant sensation to know that surprise still has its existence once you are there.  The very strong angel that give a hand to me is "Angel of Mercy."  I was awefully down by then, no one to go to and I was also broke.  Just by a touch, down fro the darkness where I dwelt, Angel of Mercy put me out from where I was.  One of the heavy feeling I felt because that angel left and need to move on.  Recently, I'm wondering from hither and thither, I discover a unique type of angel.  I have been questioning that where did this being had gone for all of my lives.  Very intelligent and has the character to bring the sunshine inside darkness.  I simply wish I can meet this angel more though, this one is special that it only arises when needed.  An angel, "Blessed Angel,"  this is the definition.  Just like the other angels, it has a purpose.  I simply wish that I was one of its purpose in able to have a few wonderful gifts from this Blessed Angel.

"Blessed Angel on the move"

     I really don't know where did you go.  I simply know that there are too many beings around you which loves you so m
uch.  I can see it with your glow, with your smile, with your works, and those things that usually present to you, I feel blessed , too, as you cross my road and I do want to feel you even for  just one more time.   Stay Blessed and I will be your comrade even for only a section of your road.

Thank you Blessed Angel. ..

©Thylyt19 1:53 pm 09/10/2011

"It's Nothing Compared From What You Did"

     You brought bide to my dead end, made  feet step forward, and acquire a progress.  Few can handle such  endurance to be able of sacrificing too much from someone you doesn't know.  I believe I can't build any building, I cna' even make my faucet to flow a soothing cold water.   I just do what I can do to let me feel okay because I often get hurt  when I receive something that I don't deserve.  No matter how good and bad it is, I just want to have the feeling that I deserve it.  In a punishment, for example, if I know i'm wrong I'll accept whatever pain that the punishment will inflict unto me.  Same in rewards or gifts, I feel pitied on things though I know that I really have nothing to exhibit for the world.
     I'd been smashed on the floor, for the second time.  I just don't know at first why It did happen yet when I mesmerize on my past, I simply deserve it because I exceeded on having fun.  I thought for one strike, everything that had happened will never collide again.  The pain suffering because of hunger, the critiques of people, and the shame base of my action.  Those things repeated itself.  Yet, you aid me though there were hesitation and doubt. It move me up and energize my strength.  Recently, I still continue the battle I left behind though now you are included with it.  Not just you but he whole family.  No matter how cruel, insane or dumb, things may look like as long as it is for the benefit of the good, you can count on me.  I may have some problems with my memory so I want this to remember what i just felt.  We are now connected by blood, you can't remove any of us in you system.
     No matter what you do  whether you do nothing or something, people will always reprimand you.  The only solution I put with this is, I will do what I want to do.  Think if it is in the benefit of truth and good.  I just don't tell things too much.  If I lie, I know it's not me anymore--- for there is evil that live inside us that wants to come out.  Remember, I am just a servant in the name of my "BOSS"  that prevails what i right and do what it is needed to be done.  Thank you so much. . .

The Family of Mafia

 ©Thylyt19
July 9, 2011 11:45 am

"You Cross My Mind"

Kath

     "Thank you," this may sound a little redundant  to you though I need to transmit this words.  It felt a disturbance for me when I  don't do anything for this kind of motion of yours.  The past few weeks had been very crucial for me and I really  needed something to vigorate my dying spirit.  As much as it is said, the world turns its back unto me, the only thing that I can count on is myself.  The night is so dark, the wind is so cold, and silence is the only companion I adhere.  Fortunately, the depths of this dim well of mine still has a silver lining.  I would often want to sleep forever yet your spirit comes down for me and lift up this dying spirit of mine.

My Death

My Savior

     I know  you had gone your own way, took your bags and move on your own.  The good thing about it, is that, you left something for me.  A gift that would stay no matter what happens.  It won't be erased though many but it  could  be the mark you gave me when I met you.  The person who taught me about the reason to continue my life ever in the  depths of despair.  Sometimes you my mentor for my works.  The inspiration for the competition of my life.  The one I envy the most because I believe that everyone is made equal.  Yet, you already made a big step forward.  No wonder you hard to reach though somehow you know to stretch your hands.  Won't you believe, if I'm in a situation where my life is close to death, I only think of you.  I'd say "If I can't pass this, I can't surpass the things she had dare."  In places, in situation, in situation, it would sound a little different for me though just a thought for your resemblance---My energy regains.  They had thrown me so many times and treat me like dirt.  It means nothing for me now as you touch my soul.

Free as ever

     This may sound ridiculous although this is true.  I think you know that I never lie in my work because you had seen it a long time ago.  I don't regret any of my works before specially the crafts that includes you.  Those things made me happy and it teaches me how life makes its acceptance.  I, too, have to move on and be on my way.  There is only a glitch at it.  I come to think of you once I got to be in trouble.  Funny, I simply can't do what the line from Full Metal Alchemist Brotherhood meant.  It is far more better if I did that but I can't.  Maybe every person is different afterall------"In that case, don't you think it's wiser to simply grab what's important and runaway?

I will never see her Again.

©Thylyt19 1:24 pm May 14, 2011

"Koufuku"

Alexander Anderson own's will

The priest of there own's  Anderson

    "Never interfere with what they want to do."  A principle of mine when I know an individual enjoys his work.  It is important for me to see people whom I care most doing the things that they love to do.  My heart also rejoice when I know they are in bliss once they never regret the action they compel.  Regret, a very absurd feeling as joy touches a decision.  "You were happy for what you did so there is no reason to utter regret."  I believe in this.  It is my way to face the outcome of my deed when something bad happens in it.  I will never blame  anyone, for it is my action.  I will not wish to change all what I did which I enjoyed.  Thus, I will simply continue the life I prolong.

Anderson's choice

    Find a reason for your joy.  Just don't forget the people who was there for you no matter what happens.  They accepted yo from who you are and it would be wonderful if you share a bit of joy with them.  I know that, when someone get too happy for what they are doing, they sometimes forget there true companions.  Seeing you smile, run around, mingle, and express yourself are our intention for you.  I just wish that nobody would hurt you because if would be easy to break there neck once a tear fall on you beautiful face.  Did I said those line before?  Anyway, I am you guardian. I only observe things that you do, guides you for the right direction, and might as serve if needed.  Don't misunderstand what I want to say.  I only care for you a lot.   Choosing the path you wan tis never our decision.  I'm just one of you guardian, as I said, which gives precaution upon what will happen when you made a decision.  Life is very unsecure.  We, specially I, don't want you to experience the bad times we did had.  I was hurt during those hours and only scars are left inside my heart.  If you ever feel that you have no one to go to, mark my words, don't hesitate to approach me because you are one of my priority in this world of mine.

Satsui

     Seek for the right reason of your action, be happy with it, and never regret what you did.  Learning is part of life's ingenuity.  We live to learn.  Simply look at the things around you and ask.  There is a big difference when you ask---"The answer is always no when you don't ask."  Small things like "hi" and "hello" makes a big difference too.  It tells that somehow you remember them.  The question, "How are you?" Sends a small thought towards the life of the others.  Me, I don't have the right to say and do what you want.  Yet, whenever something went wrong, I am the one to pull you back in track  even though it would cause my life.

     Wait, just to add.I intended not to include the meaning of the title so forth you would search for it. . . 

©Thylyt19 11:06 am May 14, 2011

"I'm In Pain"

Zoro in pain

     "I can't help myself to stare a beautiful lady."  It is simply in me to look at them and appreciate there existence.  You know what , it is the only thing I can do.  I'm afraid that I can only bring pain rather than happiness for a cute lady that I see.   I can talk with them, mingle have a small chat then afterwards, nothing more happen.  They simply pass through me.  Right, I met them.  I get there name, and come a little close to them yet they come to forget me.  Honestly, I don't like that feeling.  One reason why I don't ask names of a beautiful lady as much as possible.  I want to meet people because I want to gain new friends.  The fact is, I'm a man and also get attracted to women.

Remember like Zoro's Promise

     It is true.  When a beautiful lady walks in front of me, my eyes will follow her.  Apparently, I have a different attitude as I see a beautiful woman.  I come to easily ignore a lady that everyone do admire.  My feelings aren't important anyway.  Besides, who would care if someone would hurt me.  They would simply criticize me whether I do nothing or something so forth I always do what I want to do.  Ladies, I can't live without them.  They often give me urge to do things that I haven't done--- Being stupid, being dumb, lie, and give without asking for return.  Tell you something, it is my happiness to see a beautiful lady smile because of my work.  It would made me proud of myself knowing my craft fulfill a part of its purpose.  I have too many burden yet a simple thought of making me feel that way really put a line in my record.  Happiness is life's meaning and it is  why I often make myself happy as possible.  With what I have and what I see, I simply try to mend sorrow away.  I know it is hard though when a beautiful lady made me happy or smile, I will remember that and I would promise myself for an exchange for that gift.  I don't care if I got to be recognize for it.  Yet, if I don't make something for that thought, it would mean a big failure for me.  My words and specially my promise is important for me.  I always prioritize this things because it means a lot in me though the others say it is just a minor principle in life.

Read about Zoro's Promise

Hime Chan

     Nevertheless, because of my daily struggle, I come  to forget that I need someone that would be on my side when I fall.  Lucky I still perceive a lady that pushes me to move on for my life.  She is beautiful.  Why not you tell that to me?  If you would say she is not beautiful then, tell say it to the marines.  She made me startle for an unknown reason  and I mesmerize me of that feeling or someone before though I love how it felt because I haven't felt it for such a long time.  Maybe its good for me to do nothing at all ad simply stare at you.  I don't wanna make you move much farther than how close you are to me already.

©Thylyt19 10:51am May 13, 2011